it's just not fair.

it’s just not fair.

I am sitting in bed right now crying so hard, I haven’t cried this hard since my mom past away. I hate everything about myself. I hate my self image and the way I look. People tell me all the time that I am so cute and I have a great body and I have amazing hair and perfect teeth and so and so on, and quite frankly, I really don’t see it at all and I wish that I could. I hate everything about my body, I hate how it looks and I hate how it doesn’t look the way I want it to. I hate my hair, it’s so hard to style and it’s a hideous colour. It just isn’t fair that I can’t find myself a single bit attractive. I just really want to fall asleep and wake up with the ability to appreciate what I see in the mirror.

Posted 4 months ago & Filed under self image, self esteem, personal, crying, cute, gay, ugly, 4 notes

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I'm Kenny. I like boys, Starbucks, Boston rand New York, Broadway, my iPhone 4S, the Boston Red Sox and the Boston Bruins, Jacoby Ellsbury and Patrice Bergeron, the beach, Disney and Arial, fires, Louis Vuitton, Burberry, Michael Kors, Coach, Co Co Chanel, dates, and cruises. I'm an Aries and I'm eighteen years old. I am a dance and theatre major and I'm hoping to strike it big in the Big Apple or be Peter Pan in Disney.

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it’s just not fair.

it’s just not fair.

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